the most difficult task

I'm pacing around like a cat today. 

I've been staying with a friend since renting my condo. I've made myself at home, spread out and settled in. Now I need to remove everything that I won't be shipping or taking... remove all traces I was here. 
    
I just keep shifting and pawing through the the shelves and drawers, over and over again, looking at stuff... all my shit... asking "do I need this? do I want this? can I carry this?" 

Come on, I know I can buy anything I need in Italy. But I'm a frugal person and it just hurts my gut to throw good money away. 

My head just keeps swirling. 80% remaining in bottle of expensive shampoo... Four three-ring binders (sure could use those in my new job!).... two lint brushes... lots of office supplies... a gym locker lock...  six toothbrushes.... lots of bandaids....... eight disposable razors... I just don't have enough space in the two suitcases for this booty.

So I look and re-look, and pace, and put stuff into boxes for Goodwill, and look, and put shit into trashbags, and pace. 

It sounds silly, but I think this is the most difficult task yet!